Tuesday’s here and I’m already wishing it was Friday, wishing the week away this early can’t be a good thing.

Infact really wish it was October so me and Mel could go on Holiday and get some sun, would cheer us up no end, been thinking about Val alot recently, its not been all that long now since she left us, next time I take Mel to the cemetary I should go to the plot with her, but find it hard, reminds me to much of my dad’s death I suppose.     Still hurts thinking about him even after this long, maybe thats why I try not to think about him so much, I just push him to the back of my mind and try and forget, it’s not easy, but then again why should it be.

Just wish he’d met Mel, he’d of loved her like mum love’s her no doubt.

Anyway roll on Wednesday